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Don't give up

Exactly one year ago today I wrote:

What I tell myself, and what I must try to do, is that even if I do not respect the deadline I have given myself, I must try not to give up, not to be discouraged, and not to blame myself for it; somehow, I’ll find my way no matter when.

The really curious thing is not this, but that that day I was listening to, and I shared, the same song that I listened to and shared today (thanks, Facebook function On This Day). And even today I’m in the mood malmostoso.

But I am much more than a year ago, and there is a reason: after everything I thought, did, passed, despite not meeting the above deadline but I did what I had in mind, and that is to move here. in London, which was what I have wanted for a year, I feel worse of that day.

The problem is not not being discouraged, but being able to be satisfied. My impression in this period is that whatever I do, it will never be enough, it will never go well, it will not be enough and I will not be able to be happy. And this is a really disheartening thought, because I know it’s my fault and I don’t know what to do with it anymore.

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