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One day you believe

On a rainy Saturday morning, in a June that thinks it’s September, after two days spent at home when I should be working so as not to drag things that would then backfire on me, I happen to remember my blog.

The q button is still missing from my mobile phone, and yes, it’s been two months since I started the new job.
How’s it going? It’s still early to say, honestly. And I continue, during this dreadful year, to have no desire to get unstuck. Everything could still turn around, much to my chagrin.
In the meantime, in this city that hasn’t moved since I came to live here in 1999, it has happened that we have a new mayor, and here too, I cross my fingers, hoping that at least something will change.
There was also the WordCamp, and, for the first time since I’ve been there, I managed to be there on Friday.
It was always interesting; I collected several handy presentations and saw people I hadn’t seen in a while and was pleased to see.

I don’t want to tell my story any more. One thing for sure weighs on me: it is evident that my social shares have drastically dropped, and the impression is that there are people who avoid me.
Maybe it’s just that paranoia that everyone in the universe has (semi-cit.), maybe not.

Since it cannot be proven, and my hunches are usually not wrong, I prefer to keep quiet. I often use Twitter, sharing what I think is newsworthy on Google Reader, but not much more.

I read a lot online but very few books, and no matter what, this is affecting both my desire to write and my language, written and spoken, which has been dramatically impoverished.

I don’t particularly care to express my opinion anymore; I tend not to express it at all.
Expressing it publicly even less.

Finally, I often don’t have time to do what I should, what I would like or even rest.
Blogging has increasingly become a luxury.

Having a blog no longer makes any sense to me; if it stays here, it is only because I am fond of it.
What I would like to do, and what I hope to be able to do, is instead to write for my technical blog, let’s call it that, in the hope that it will be helpful to someone.
So, even though we are halfway through the year, I would say that my good resolution for this year is to start writing there again.
If anyone is still listening, you know where to find me.

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